The Relapse

Incomplete, you completed me
 But who am I kidding in reality you ruined me
 I miss my innocence, wish I could fix this
 Gone beyond repair, desperations all that's there
 Incomplete, you completed me
 But who am i kidding in reality you ruined me
 Incomplete, you completed me
 I still think of you often, even if you left me here to rot
 And I'm trembling caught up in the worst days,
 I forget why i'm here in the first place
 I'm trembling caught up in the worst Days,
 I forgot why I even fucking chose to stay
 I'm in pieces, I can't keep myself together, so i'll
 Forget about myself, why should I make an effort?
 I'm coming undone, use me as you will
 Pull my strings, until my self esteem rebuilds
 The guilt the guilt oh I know the drill
 I'll apologize for everything until time stands still
 Until time stands still, use me as you will
 I still think of you often, even if you left me here to rot
 And i'm trembling caught up in the worst days,
 I forget why i'm here in the first place
 I'm trembling caught up in the worst days,
 I forgot why I even fucking chose to stay
 Scathing takes shape in my brain,
 Fathoming the senseless and the insane
 With all that takes place rationality doesn't feel the same
 Psychotic break desperation is all that I know
 Holding on to hoping I can eventually let go
 Spite cult motherfucker
 I'm stressing over all the things I can't control
 Bending over backwards attempting to feel whole
 My mind is wandering off tonight, my thoughts they decompose
 This vacancy too comfortable for me to let go