Anger // Set

Jaded and drained, hollow and chained
 To loss and heartbreak, I'm not the same
 We hurt ourselves on the outside
 To snuff what constantly kills us on the inside
 I'm still stuck in this rut
 Existing in that in between
 Wishing I wasn't so empty
 Coming apart from the seams
 Everything gets so tedious, it always feels the same
 The older I get, the lower I sink, and I don't think that'll change
 So tired of wasting my efforts, attempting to blend in
 I don't belong here, and maybe I never did
 Does growing up have to feel like this
 Will I ever get back what I missed?
 Self medicate to help me forget, I've made my bed and I'll die in it
 I shouldn't have worn my heart on my sleeve
 I shouldn't have kept you so close to me
 I just need space
 Anger takes shape
 You're a memory I wish I could erase