Devil's // Door

I'm better off hanging from that ceiling
 When I found everything a little less appealing
 Now I'm dulled out, and the worst has yet to come
 My bitterness and self loathing has finally won
 I'm better off hanging from that ceiling
 When I found everything a little less appealing
 Now I'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come
 My bitterness and self loathing has finally won
 (My bitterness and self loathing has finally won)
 Still a burden, a tragedy at your service
 That won't ever serve a purpose
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 We are all victims of our own minds
 My youth may it rest in peace
 It's not the same, nor will it ever be
 At the centerfold, hoping that these thoughts cease
 I'm sick of all the things I know I'll never achieve
 Feeling pretty low, warranted to decompose
 Bent backwards, why can't I let this go?
 Desperation tears up my insides
 If you love me, I can love myself right?
 Ugh!
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 Desperation tears up my insides
 If you love me, I can love myself, right?
 A people pleaser, an addiction to run its course
 I'm still flooded with that guilt and remorse
 Desperation tears up my insides
 If you love me, I can love myself, right?
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 I'm better off hanging from that ceiling
 When I found everything a little less appealing
 Now I'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come
 My bitterness and self loathing finally won
 Expended myself for the sake of others
 (My mental state lies within the gutter)
 Volume Three of this collection, here's your introduction
 Just someone who's obsessed with my own self destruction
 Crippling stress and impulsion
 A downer that's filled with unease
 Who wears their heart on their sleeve
 I've done all that I could, but I can't resist hopelessness
 I can't stop being a nervous wreck
 I'll chew my nails to the bone
 And grind my teeth till my mouth stays closed
 Still irrelevant and useless
 Fuck!