A Vampires Lament

I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies
 I'm happy you'll never understand what it's like
 To be trapped under six feet of solid glass
 I can see out, but no one gets in
 Screaming at this prison I've locked myself into
 I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll kill again
 But the loneliness is too much for me to handle
 The taste of fresh blood pushes me on
 I told myself the constant pain could ease the tension burning inside
 But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks
 I will die here alone, I will die
 The fear of romance
 The pain of living
 The joy of sorrow
 The strength of unforgiving
 The strength of unforgiving
 God help me, I'm so tired
 But in my dreams, the wolves eat out my soul
 God help me, I'm so frightened
 But in my dreams, the wolves tear out my heart
 I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow
 But then the turning came and I kissed the sun goodbye
 Don't you get it? It's always darker in my eyes
 The screams of my brothers egging me on