A Letter to Someone Like You

Lie!
 Sometimes this beauty is choking me
 but at least its your hands at my throat
 Your lashes brush against my cheek
 coupled with your breath on my neck
 The world around you falls away and I will still be there
 I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
 And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
 And I never realized that I can be what I hate
 Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
 Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
 I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
 Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me
 It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
 But I'll be damned if I push you away
 I remember when my dreams were dying
 and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
 I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
 then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same