A Bitter Broken Memory

Disassociate, try not to feel
 Pay no attention to it
 It won't seem real
 A blind eye enables what we quell
 Then nature takes its course
 And breaks your will
 I can't pick up the pieces
 As fast as you throw them away
 I can't hold you together
 If you don't want to stay
 Don't want to be your light
 I burned myself so much I died inside
 So what is left of me, a bitter broken memory
 Don't want to live your lie
 I can no longer even sympathize
 With what you've come to be, a bitter broken memory
 Here we are
 You expect me to face hell's fury
 I survive
 Sharing the pieces of your heartache
 I'm imperfect too
 A jaded monster just like you
 I can barely fake it for me
 Let alone fake it for the benefit of you
 And I can't pick up the pieces
 As fast as you throw them away
 I can't hold you together
 If you don't want to stay
 Don't want to be your light
 I burned myself so much I died inside
 So what is left of me, a bitter broken memory
 Don't want to live your lie
 I can no longer even sympathize
 With what you've come to be, a bitter broken memory
 Don't want to be your light
 I burned myself so much I died inside
 So what is left of me, a bitter broken memory
 Don't want to live your lie
 I can no longer even sympathize
 With what you've come to be, a bitter broken memory
 A bitter broken memory
 A bitter broken memory