Why'd You Leave?

You don't understand the pain I feel
 You don't know how much I hate to be me
 No, you don't understand the pain I feel
 You don't know how much I hate to be me
 Yeah, I feel happy and sad, I feel like a contradiction
 She hurt me after she promised me that this time was different
 So now my guard's up, I lost my trust, hopin' I can fix it
 Should've trust my gut, was hurt by love, so that's why I'm defensive
 You said you loved me, then hurt me, something ain't adding up
 I cried, burying the future that I had planned for us
 I'm tryna outrun my past, I guess I'm not fast enough
 It's crazy how these people we meet can just damage us
 But fuck it, I'll just move along, and wipe away my tears
 I've always held my own, I been alone for all these years
 My biggest fear is wasting time on somebody who does me wrong
 Who didn't love me, who was fronting, and using me like a pawn
 Sometimes I feel unlovable, my heart's undiscoverable
 Hate living in misery, my misery's insufferable
 Hurt by the ones we love the most, the toughest pill to swallow
 My heart used to be full, but now it's hollow, so no
 You don't understand the way I feel
 You don't understand how much I hate to be me
 'Cause I break down and crumble, feel so alone
 My life's a struggle nobody knows, so
 You don't understand how much I hate to be me
 You and I tried to be
 Held you down, why'd you leave?
 Why'd you leave?
 Why'd you leave?
 Why'd you leave?
 Why'd you leave?
 You don't understand the pain I feel
 You don't know how much I hate to be me