Tear Me Apart

I have a past that tends to taunt me
 I run from it, but it's exhausting
 Call me psycho, at least you called me
 Tell me why am I falling?
 Fall for you when I should be runnin'
 I hate every girl that I fall in love with
 I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
 You tear me apart
 You tear me apart
 You tear me apart
 You're everything that I need, everything that I needed
 A future in us, and I'm too blind to see it
 You tell me you love me, but I don't believe it
 I go off my ex, and I make her the reason
 Why me and you could never happily be in a relationship with deep value or meaning
 You're trying to fix broken, I'm hoping you've seen
 You can't put me together when I am in pieces
 'Cause when I think of you, all I feel is numb
 To my new girl, I know how to love
 I'm paranoid, I'ma fuck it up
 Our love void, putting trust in us
 I got fucked over when I tried it once
 Now my insecurities are levelled up
 I always assume what's ahead of us
 So, I leave you, knowing you're the one
 I'm stuck inside a paradigm
 Of not trusting those that step into my life
 I will not suffer heartbreak a second time
 And she asked, "Why?" And I replied
 I have a past that tends to taunt me
 I run from it, but it's exhausting
 Call me psycho, at least you called me
 Tell me why am I falling?
 Fall for you when I should be runnin'
 I hate every girl that I fall in love with
 I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
 You tear me apart
 You tear me apart
 You tear me apart
 Loving me is a problem
 I'm closed off, I don't like talking
 I walk in commitment with precaution
 My last relationship caused this
 I gave her my heart and she lost it
 It's safe to say that I'm heartless
 I tried to date you and I made progress
 But the thought of being hurt again is taunting
 And now
 Because of you I'll never know if this is all a game
 Standing in hell, I burn in flames
 I burn down, down, down
 And she asked, "Why?" And I replied
 I have a past that tends to taunt me
 I run from it, but it's exhausting
 Call me psycho, at least you called me
 Tell me why am I falling?
 Fall for you when I should be runnin'
 I hate every girl that I fall in love with
 I gave you my heart it's all for nothing
 It's all for nothing