iHate

Always workin' and I never kick my feet up
 50 million views and haters try to act
 Like they ain't seen 'em
 But I'm grindin' till I headline
 And I'ma sell out areans
 I'm not stoppin' till I meet Drake
 And I get placed on a feature
 How could you ball
 If you're always sittin' on the bleachers
 Wake up, write, record, sleep
 That is the procedure
 There's too many followers
 And there's not enough leaders
 Said there's too much followers
 And there's not enough leaders
 Girls are tryna fuck me now
 Cause they thinkin' that I'm on
 But if my buzz diminished then
 I know she'll be gone
 I be rappin' 'bout my ex
 Now she thinkin' she the one
 Who can heal my broken heart
 But oh girl you're hella wrong, yeah
 I'm in a weird place
 But I'm stayin' strong
 Because the road ahead of me
 Lookin' hella long
 Everytime I'm in the room
 I feel like I don't belong
 I was feelin' insecure
 Right after I wrote this song
 Cause I hate I don't love myself
 I hate that I want you so bad
 I hate that I gotta be everything
 That everybody says that I can't
 And if you were inside my head
 Then you'd understand what I go through
 Imagine everybody
 Knowing who you are
 But nobody out there
 Really knows you
 Lately I feel like
 The world's tryna test me
 Lately it feels like my ex
 Tryna stress me
 Why does it feel like
 Everyone's against me
 Why does it feel like
 They're just tryna end me
 So many reasons to smile
 So why can't I do it
 They say it's in my mind
 Then why can't I get through it
 I heard that they criticise
 So now I question music
 And one day I feel alive
 The next I'm feeling useless
 I'm only human
 If I'm so handsome
 Why am I feeling self-conscious
 If I know I can't change
 Why do I make the promise
 If I am so popular
 Then why am I in my apartment
 Alone
 If I'm so real
 Then let me just be honest
 Cause I hate I don't love myself
 I hate that I want you so bad
 I hate that I gotta be everything
 That everybody says that I can't
 And if you were inside my head
 Then you'd understand what I go through
 Imagine everybody
 Knowing who you are
 But nobody out there
 Really knows you