Demons

All I ever wanted was to see
 All I ever wanted was to breathe
 I don't know what's happening to me
 But I got some demons, demons
 All I ever wanted was to see
 All I ever wanted was to breathe
 I don't know what's happening to me
 But I got some, but I got some demons
 Still inside of my room
 Still don't know what I'm doing
 Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
 You wanna talk? I'm not in the mood
 I'm paralysed and I'm tryna...
 You know what? Fuck it
 I got so many issues I cannot explain it
 I know what I'm feeling but I can't relay it
 I'm so out of touch 'cause my derealisation
 I don't feel alive and my mind it keeps racing
 My anxiety's high and my life is outrageous
 I'm not the same I can feel it I am changing
 Can't get out of my head I've been barricaded
 I'm losing my mind and I'm trying to save it, but can't
 You ever been in a position?
 Where you feel lost and nobody listens
 Layin' on your bed, staring at the ceiling
 Eyes tearin' up 'cause the way that you're feeling
 I'm feeling like me, I have always been in it
 Why does it feel like I've always been different?
 Why does it feel like a part of me's missing?
 Deep depression like how'd I fall in it?
 Like where did I go wrong?
 I haven't felt normal in so long
 I'm closed off
 My anxiety spikes every night so it makes it harder for me to doze off
 That's real, so shut up and save it
 The nerve of some of you to think I would fake it
 If you think I'm happy you're sadly mistaken
 I run from my demons when I should just face 'em, damn
 All I ever wanted was to see
 All I ever wanted was to breathe
 I don't know what's happening to me
 But I got some demons, demons
 All I ever wanted was to see
 All I ever wanted was to breathe
 I don't know what's happening to me
 But I got some, but I got some, demons
 Still inside of my room
 Still I don't know what I'm doing
 Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
 You think you know me? You don't
 I have a dream you'll leave me alone
 I have a nightmare of losing control
 Fuck
 In a bad place, what was the outcome?
 Me stalling then dropping an album?
 The world waiting on me but I'm waiting 'til I find myself so
 Please don't ask me "How come it
 Ain't here Sik? I need you to go ham"
 Talk shit to me but you don't understand
 Talking about "Sik if you don't drop
 Shit I'mma straight dip, say bye to a fan"
 Stressed out when music is my job
 Lately it feels like I'm losing my mind
 Sick of the fake smile when deep down
 You can tell I got a lot going on
 I've been hiding my feelings for too long
 I never felt like I ever belonged
 Its hard to say how I feel
 So I keep it real and rap it in all of my songs, so
 When it drops you got feel this
 The definition of what real is
 I am imperfect but that makes me perfect
 I create my music from the pain I deal with
 But I'm still lost, tryna find a way
 Laying in bed, yeah I'm wide awake
 I don't know what I'm tryna say
 I guess what I'm tryna say is
 All I ever wanted was to see (oh yeah)
 All I ever wanted was to breathe (oh yeah)
 I don't know what's happening to me (oh yeah)
 But I got some demons, demons
 All I ever wanted was to see
 All I ever wanted was to breathe
 I don't know what's happening to me
 But I got some, but I got some, demons