7 Years (Remix)

Lately, I feel so alone
 I don't even know why I have a phone
 Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck
 Never had someone that I could call my own
 It's lonely walking down this, road
 Fake friends that I didn't have to know
 The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need them
 And I turn around, they just turn ghost
 I feel I'm at a all-time low
 I am depressed and it hurts me to know
 My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
 She's ignoring every text message I wrote
 My anxiety is high, my medication is low
 I am so stressed and I hate being home
 I sit it over, think everything alone
 I wish I had somebody to hold, damn
 I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
 Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump
 I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"
 But if anybody will give it then I'm the one
 I wanna put down my walls and open up
 I hide behind this rapper I've become
 Addicted to being accepted's like a drug
 No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge
 I remember you said my music was wack
 Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
 They said, the image and the drive is what I lack
 Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap
 Well I ignored that, I said fuck it and snapped
 Over 20 million plays, where are my haters at?
 I didn't need a label to give me a chance
 The day I sell out an arena, I feel like I'm the man
 Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing
 Never found someone who really loves me
 People coming around now 'cause I'm getting money
 A few plays later now they all see something
 The same guy that is from the start
 The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
 The same guy who turned music into his art
 The same seven year old who dreamt of being a star
 I'm 22, and I won't let myself down
 I stood up right after I fell down
 It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hellbound
 I never really opened up and that's until now
 I hope that I never lose you
 If I could choose one person, I would choose you
 I hope you understand my pain
 'Cause that's something that we all got to go through
 I hate being down this road
 Been down before
 I feel like I need you more
 I'm so alone
 Once I was seven years old
 My future's all I'd imagine
 And now I'm here, and I look back and I'm screaming dammit
 This is a life I never planned it, no, I never planned it