IN MY HEAD

How am I supposed to love you
 When I don't know who I am
 And how could I give you all of me, if I'm only half a man
 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
 And how can I give you all of me, If I'm only half a man
 Yeah
 I wonder if my father was around would he be proud of me
 The thoughts inside my head are like people they always crowding me
 Rain is always pouring
 I feel like it's always drowning me
 Nothing I could do to stop it, it happens to often
 Make myself a hole and replace the space with a coffin
 Feel like I can do worse and I find ways to top it
 Maybe I'm the reason, bring my own self down
 Committing all this treason by bringing myself doubt
 I got problems that I feel, but I can't hold on no hands
 I got things that I've been doing but ain't going as planned
 Left is right, right is left
 So I don't know which direction
 You could tell me straight, then I'd go straight to depression
 I don't wanna be a person that I hate, but I am
 Got anxiety in public I ain't shaking no hands
 Alley ways is where I'm walking, I'm a blend in with fans
 Head low, hoodies up, only half a man
 How am I supposed to love you, when I don't love who I am
 And how can I give you all of me, when I'm only half a man
 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
 And how can I give you all of me (yeah) when I'm only half a man
 Yeah
 The demons say hello, they wanna show me hell
 How can I love you, if I don't know how to love myself
 Wish I could pause for a second just to show and tell
 But the show must go on I guess
 Feel like I did what I could
 Feel like I did what I should
 Feel like I misunderstood when I saw where they stood
 Would reality be different if you respected what I said then
 I wonder if my brother is protecting me from heaven
 All these people trying to get inside my mind
 I can't let them
 Like I could let the fake the shit slide
 Nah, forget them
 Thought I'd be happy if I mattered to the rest
 As I walked through the valley of the shadow of death
 I'm realizing I'm closing my eyes as I'm holding my breath
 Hoping the angels holding me close, don't let go of me yet
 Call me a sinner for feeding the world when you're in my chest
 Half a man stare in the mirror
 It's the moment we met
 How am I supposed to love you, when I don't know who I am
 And how could I give you all of me, when I'm only half a man
 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand
 And how can I give you all of me, if I'm only half a man