Electricity

So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned
 Life is to short to be pissed off all the time
 They wanna hear me talk about some regular shit
 But I am not a regular kid (nope)
 And I can not remember shit that I did
 Cause my memory's shit
 Looking back at my life, oh god. Kinda hard to face
 Try not to reminisce. I've been in the darkest place
 I understand the feeling of depression
 And truly understand the feeling of aggression
 I'm talking blood boiling. I'm talking seeing red
 I'm talking fits of jealousy, they should be me instead
 When I see jealousy with girls, also had it bad
 I fell in love so bad, that shit also drove me mad
 I've been back stabbed. Center of that shit talkin'
 Picked my heart up off the ground and I kept walkin'
 Insults thrown hard, I've been hit often
 Killin' all my problems, I'mma need a big coffin
 There's nobody to blame but myself
 Cause no one feel the pain but myself
 How come rappers always wanna talk about wealth
 And leave the real shit on the shelf
 Someone explain it to me
 Life moves so fast then it's over
 Nobody really tryin' to stop to smell the roses
 I got a fucked up past I need closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
 Life goes so quick, then it's over
 Took everything I had to get sober
 I gotta make things right to have closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
 I think of all the things I've done. I should be proud
 People try entering my life, I'm like keep out
 (please record your message)
 Cause I don't trust you
 Let me rephrase that, I only trust few
 Trust me
 There's been way to many disappointments
 Might be why I'm always late, not trippin' if I miss appointments
 Look. I'm not a fan of human beings in general
 Look at how the meat gets to our dinner plate it's criminal
 That's why I love dogs. Man I love dogs
 Love is unconditional that's why I also love god
 I love Jesus and my Guardian Angels
 That's why I love my family and never party with strangers
 I'm super picky with new friends, I keep it real tight
 Depression still a problem, something that I still fight
 I don't give a fuck about a social life, that's ill right?
 Focus on today and being happy, that is real life
 Life moves so fast then it's over
 Nobody really tryin' to stop to smell the roses
 I got a fucked up past I need closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
 Life go's so quick, then it's over
 Took everything I had to get sober
 I'm tryna make things right to have closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
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 I used to try to impress people
 Now I could give a flying fuck about people
 Don't get it wrong I got some friends that are amazing
 A couple great EX girl friends that drove me crazy
 It wasn't their fault, I am just a recluse
 Love to sit at home, and write rhymes and let the freak loose
 I've gotta get 7 teeth pulled, real shit
 How come all these rappers they afraid to talk 'bout real shit
 A bunch of liars make me real sick
 Regurgitated saturation's what we deal with
 It's all good though, keep workin' I'm not lazy
 I'm here to rep and tell my fans it's ok to be crazy
 We're all a little crazy. That's a special bonus
 While their favorite rapper is a demented tatted Leprechaun
 I've learned a lot in life, happy to be teaching
 Just know that if you need me you can reach me
 Life moves so fast then it's over
 Nobody really tryin' to stop to smell the roses
 I got a fucked up past I need closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
 Life go's so quick, then it's over
 It took everything I had to get sober
 I'm tryna make things right to have closure
 At least now I'm tryin' to stop and smell the roses
 Like I said before and I'll say it again
 It's OK to be a little crazy man
 Beat by Young Aspect
 Finishing touches and mixed by Rob the Viking
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