Black and White

See I'm not insane, in fact I'm kind of rational
 When I be asking you, "Who is more dramatical?"
 This one or that one, the white one or the black one
 Yo
 I take a few men's advice and guidance
 Came from a life full of fights and violence
 Two different crews. Both rivals I guess
 Death slowly entered like a frightening silence
 Fire in the eyes of a psycho's eyelids
 One too many times like a knife in my ribs
 Had enough. All these years I've wasted
 Lost a section of my life like I just misplaced it
 Freedom so close I can almost taste it
 But end up ice cold in an acquaintance's basement
 Relationships ain't shit
 Like "Bro, I fucking love you"
 That's the fakest engagement
 I could no longer take it
 Like standing in the middle of a satanic snake pit
 Evil all around and hatred
 Had to make some changes, now every day is sacred
 Going where I shouldn't go. Seeing who I shouldn't see
 Doing what I shouldn't do. Being who I shouldn't be
 Sometimes falling, it feels like flying
 At least in the beginning 'till you feel like dying
 Going where I shouldn't go. Seeing who I shouldn't see
 Doing what I shouldn't do. Being who I shouldn't be
 Never meant to hurt no one. I just had to have my way
 Losing everything except my life, that's the price I pay.
 Falling, it feels like flying
 At least in the beginning 'till you feel like dying
 'Till you feel like crying
 I didn't feel like trying
 Had to pick myself back up, ain't nobody gonna help
 To make 'em all believe in me, had to believe in myself
 Picking up the pieces 'till the beast is wide awake again
 Winning over someone, love this, don't know what to make of it
 Now I'm making cake, making bread like I'm a bakery, but soft like the pastry
 Lifestyle is make-believe
 Clashing personalities are breaking up the fight
 Don't let the darkness take me, lead me safely to the light
 Sometimes falling, it feels like flying
 At least in the beginning 'till you feel like dying
 Falling feels like flying, 'till you feel like dying
 Sometimes falling.
 At least in the beginning 'till you feel like dying
 'till you feel like dying
 'till you feel like dying