Demons

I'ma air some shit out
 Anybody give a fuck?
 This, this is what happened
 Yo
 I can't help it that my brain broke
 Silver Surfer spitting liquid mercury, I chain smoke
 Back to making moves, rap until my veins pop
 'Cause you ain't running shit if you're standing in the same spot
 Where's the Super Beast?
 They're getting tired of asking
 So I'm out here killing verses
 Like you just hired an assassin
 When I was young I did a lot of psychedelic drugs
 You're saying that it has to end one day,
 I'm like the hell it does!
 All I got to do is keep my fucking head straight
 And drop all of the dead weight and keep creating segways
 And pay attention to these awesome opportunities
 Get a handle on my shit and stop with all the awkward lunacy (yup)
 So basically that means that there's no more room for errors
 'Cause when I let myself down
 That leaves my fans embarrassed (word up)
 My ride or die's my friends, my family and my parents
 So now I'm back and fully focused, no more interference
 Basically that means stop doing pills
 Basically that means stop blowing bills
 Basically that means stop doing rails
 And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail
 Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"
 It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up
 Basically it's time to stop doing pills
 And stop doing stupid shit
 It's time for me to chill
 There's a reason I'm not playing all the festivals
 I was popping Xanax sitting 'round like I'm a vegetable
 Mixing shit with alcohol and you get really lit (turn up!)
 All I did was watch a lot of movies smoking cigarettes
 But now I've gotten sick of it
 Already been down that path
 Woken up like shit man, time has gone by that fast?
 And God's like: yo, how many chances you 'gon need bruh?
 So I'm just going to sit and write until my knuckles bleed, bruh
 Deviated from the planet, inebriated Libra
 Start respecting money, nothing out there going to be free, bruh
 Circle my apartment in regret, I slowly linger (fuck!)
 'Cause I've let fucking millions just fly through my fingers
 How many times I got to stick my hands in the fire
 To realize I get burned, quickly make a left turn? (shit!)
 Time to focus, change the course of my direction
 Not dwelling on the past, but I am definitely reflecting
 Basically that means stop doing pills
 Basically that means stop blowing bills
 Basically that means stop doing rails
 And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail
 Way past "time for me to fucking grow up"
 It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up
 Basically it's time to stop doing pills
 And stop doing stupid shit
 It's time for me to chill
 Was sober 28 months and fell off the wagon
 And when I got back on it, I left one foot dragging
 And basically, I've been struggling with it ever since
 So many times I've tried to clean my act up
 But I've never rinsed
 Mangling my life up, pretending I can handle it
 When I was off the drugs,
 Then I had a problem gambling
 People call me out like I didn't give a fuck about it
 Not that I was lyin
 I just didn't want to talk about it
 I know that Dope Sick helped a lot of people out
 Now that I had fallen, didn't want to make them feel in doubt
 Now let me make this clear
 I never went back to the dope
 But there was definitely times
 Where I was fucking with that coke
 But I ain't touch that shit in over two years
 But started taking xanies, having more than just a few beers
 (Who cares?) I do
 I'm trying to get my life back, the right track
 'Cause demons never really leave
 All you can do is fight back