Broken Record

I'm buying watches that I don't need
 Paintings that I don't need
 Underrated aggravated angel but I won't bleed
 I live beyond my means, my whole story
 But a few years of pain's worth a lifetime of glory
 I make lots of money but still stand still
 Burden on my shoulders that is heavy as an anvil
 Twenty years ago I used to tag mace on Granville
 Now I'm spending twenty-thousand dollars on a damn grill
 Just to cover all my fucked up teeth up
 Many personalities, too much for me to keep up
 Devil keeps knocking at my door I'm like "Jesus!"
 Please tell this motherfucker just to leave us
 Always got a bag of drugs and bad bitches too
 Walk around alone at night like I am in a vicious crew
 I only want drugs when I ain't got shit to do
 And right now, shit, I ain't got shit to do
 I know I sound like a broken record
 My mind spin like a broken record
 This beat sound like a broken record
 Overprotective with my cats that are so connected
 They look at me like I am perfectly sober
 But this responsibility is working me over
 Continue with this path, at most times it's working
 Please stop judging me 'cause I'm not perfect
 Silver tongue devil, demigod and a serpent
 Hard to stay normal when your mind's like a circus
 I'll just keep doing my best with this passion
 Sometimes there's too much pain that needs masking
 Addicts are addicts, there's no way around it
 For years I found happiness, thank God I found it
 I'm still a beast and a fire breathing dragon
 Bumps on the road, just jump back on the wagon
 Everyone slips up once, it just happens
 Back to the gym while I stack bread from rapping
 And this don't mean that I'm not staying on the right track
 Just don't think that we are ever free from this trap
 I know I sound like a broken record
 My mind spin like a broken record
 This beat sound like a broken record
 Overprotective with my cats that are so connected
 From the Bax War clique, that's a whole collected
 Was a time in life when I was so connected
 But when I walked away I felt more protective
 This beat sound like a broken record