Wind in Your Sails

It's negative, I wish you the worst dear
 To feel the greatest pain, a positive
 You said it's all in vain and know I felt
 And I won't feel again, I know you
 Hours of madness, years of disfunction
 The deepest embitterment
 No will to strive or achieve
 Finally in breakdown
 Eventual fall to your knees
 As you crawl back to me
 It ends like this, I can hope for bliss
 If you fell again 'cause I'm right here
 To witness every step and when you trip
 I will cherish it
 Hours of madness, years of disfunction
 The deepest embitterment
 No will to strive or achieve
 Finally in breakdown
 Eventual fall to your knees
 As you crawl back to...
 I live to watch you fail
 I am in the wind in your sail
 And I issue the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain
 'Cause I'm right here to retrieve all you stole
 Every tear and everything you own
 I wish you...
 Hours of madness, years of disfunction
 The deepest embitterment
 No way to trust anyone
 This is how I lived
 This is how you left me blue
 As I'd crawl back to you