Friday

I've been working like I got a twin
 I just made my first rap salary
 I dont wanna make friends.I wanna stay away from every bit of reality
 Music is telling me that it's okay
 Mama is telling me that this is damaging
 Now, I wanna leave rap
 Mentally, don't even know what is happening!
 Paranoia really bothering me coz everyday I'm in the same place
 Gotta wake up then I gotta go to college, everything for an A grade
 I mean look at the facts
 What do we do? What do we chase?
 Nothing & nothing every single day!
 *Maybe you're right*
 Yay
 That is ridiculous
 These are molecular problems
 With every honor
 In every college
 That'll get bigger if we do not solve 'em
 Imma be honest!
 Enough is enough, my temple is music
 And if it kills me before I *gunshot*
 Everybody got something that they are running away from
 People be thinking in black & white, I'd be the grey one
 If you tell me I'm not acting right, then you a fake one
 This is for me & myself, so you can go & hate us!
 Ayushya: Listen F8L, it is me
 F8L: Get away, I'm busy please
 Ayushya: I know you dont wanna talk to me
 F8L: I just dont wanna listen to you,
 Now we have a connection, why would you wanna just take it apart?
 Ayushya: Usually, I would just say something like "I can feel it in
 My heart" but I would be wrong.
 Coz I'm tired of you telling me what to do
 F8L: But this is your dream!
 Why would you wanna walk away from everything that is not you!
 Ayushya: You dont even know what I'm facing dude.
 You and all of your crazy moods.
 Mommy daddy tell me music is damaging me.
 I dont spend time with the family Nah!
 I stay away from everybody everywhere even though it isnt personal
 F8L: Imagine the happiness when they see you on a world tour.
 When you buy dad a Lamborgini,
 When you take mommy from the first floor to
 The 51st, in the skyscraper that you got for her!
 Ayushya: I know it'll happen, I know it'll happen!
 When I go platinum. I just dont wanna get tired of rapping
 But I gotta go somewhere & I dont wanna miss the flight there
 I dont wanna miss the flight there!
 I dont wanna miss the flight there!
 *Airplane takes off*
 I just dont wanna listen to you
 You just dont wanna listen to me
 We just dont wanna listen to us
 Baby I wanted to leave the planet with
 You, I remember looking into your eyes
 I put my arms around you.
 That is something that I dont do unless I feel it inside
 Now I got trust issues.
 And I made a 10 minute song explaining why I broke up with you
 I had enough of the insecurities and jealousy thoughts
 I hate every single guy you talk to
 Tell everybody that I warned you,
 But you dont wanna listen to my words
 Or use your own mind unless it is too late
 And it really hurts coz I know that we
 Still love each other but we made some mistakes
 The only difference is I never
 Included a third person but it isnt so great
 I told my mama about you, like "This is the girl that I love"
 She lemme take a flight to your
 City just to see you. I remember the hug
 At the airport and therefore
 It really hurts just thinking inside
 Coz I know that you did everything
 That you could do just to make it right
 But its not that easy to overlook
 Something I can't even mention in here
 I know that we are not even together
 Anymore but honey please be careful there!
 When I told you how to deal with something, it was always for you
 It was never for me, but that doesnt mean that it is heaven for me
 Coz I hate the fact that we tried to build our own world
 But ended up making an earthquake
 I never put any girl above you, or with you in the first place
 You were the only one I held in my arms like it was my purpose
 But I guess it is my fault
 Coz I thought that you would be as loyal as I was
 Social media and bad friends were poisonous to this relationship
 But not knowing how to deal with them is
 The worst and you know I hate the things
 You did. Not only coz they were disloyal but because you didn't learn
 And I hate this distance, the flame is gone but dammit it burns