Dear Juliet

I've been tryna get outta my own mind
 I'm looking for myself I see no sign
 I need you to take me away
 Coz I dont think I ever wanna stay
 You got me feeling so alone
 You got me feeling so alone right now
 Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
 You got me feeling so alone
 I'm looking at this diamond ring which should've been on your finger
 I know that I promised you that I'd
 Never drink again but I pour some liquor
 Getting lost in my sick thoughts, girl I'm feeling suicidal
 All these demons all around me, I'm stuck inside a cycle
 I was gonna marry you and be happy but now that its all gone
 I don't know whats a family coz you were my only home
 Our memories fill up my mind
 Tears, they fill up my eyes
 You were so full of life
 Why did you just die
 Please come back
 I've been tryna get outta my own mind
 I'm looking for myself I see no sign
 I need you to take me away
 Coz I don't think I ever wanna stay
 You got me feeling so alone
 You got me feeling so alone right now
 Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
 You got me feeling so alone
 I look at your grave while holding a gun
 Its one in the morning I'm totally drunk
 Picturing you in a black dress
 Red roses in hands yes
 I lay the flowers on you, baby, nothing is the same
 I'm looking at the clouds and it rains
 They don't know this pain
 I just wanna feel your touch every single second
 So I promise you that I'm coming up to heaven
 And now I know that love is sweet, but the aftertaste is really bitter
 So i'mma kiss your picture point the gun at me and pull the trigger
 I've been tryna get outta my own mind
 I'm looking for myself I see no sign
 I need you to take me away
 Coz I don't think I ever wanna stay
 You got me feeling so alone
 You got me feeling so alone right now
 Coz I just wanna go so far away, away
 You got me feeling so alone