25th June

There was something I was meant to do, somewhere I was meant to be
 I was in the great blue horizon, between the Heaven and Earth
 Days were unchanging
 Life is what you make it
 But I've been feeling wasted
 What is this is the peak and I just get complacent
 What if I never make it and I drown in self hatred
 Holding onto all these insecurities as payments
 Coz time is money and I've been investing all my savings
 Slowing down and talking to somebody seems amazing
 But that is just a luxury right now
 Meditate meditate I'm turning the lights down
 The sky will always be grey like replays
 As a kid all of us were taught either be great or see straight
 So I dont wanna regret or rephrase
 Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is cliche
 Coz
 I've just been dreaming while time has been passing
 You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing
 If you love something you just set it free
 Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week
 Oh no
 And every night I dreamed the same dream, smell of damp Earth
 The scream that no one heard. I would hear them calling
 I just wish that I could travel time
 To understand what I have in mind
 One day at a time
 As a kid I was happy go lucky
 Now my imaginary friends dont trust me
 Tryna find the meaning of a home
 Surrounded by my family but I'm feeling alone
 Sitting in my room, staring at the walls
 I'm afraid of heights but I'm not afraid to fall
 Feeling like a scapegoat to my own demons
 Quick to give advice but I dont stop my own bleeding
 I guess I need a break from these ways
 Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is a cliche
 Coz
 I've just been dreaming while time has been passing
 You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing
 If you love something you just set it free
 Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week
 Oh no
 I knew if I went in there, I might never come back out again
 Nobody
 Nobody noticed it
 Yeah I had a lot of dreams like that and I guess you can call me romantic
 Because I truly believed that they'd come true so I dreamed about it for hours and hours
 As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people
 They said I was just dreaming
 Made me happy to think that they just didn't know yet who I was gonna be
 But one day they'll all see