On The Road

Buckroll on the beat
 I've always been on the ware of my own abilities
 Shorty tryin' to fuck me and a homegirl feelin' me too
 Shit I'm really that dude
 It's all I used to dream about chillin' at school
 But now my real life don't really feel that real anymore
 Now I been feeling like I don't know how to feel anymore
 She think I feeling her but really I'm just feeling avoid
 Hurting your feelings to prevent myself, I'm feeling destroyed
 But when you ain't okay, I pray for your estivation at health
 I just can't help you bae, my nature is preservation itself
 So I been worried 'bout, Calen over anybody else
 Cause when I help them, it's the only time anybody healths
 So I might as well, focus on me and me only
 Riding 'round the country, just me and three homies
 Hotel to hotel with hoes on my coattails
 Text before every show, hoping that it goes well
 And if I never get to see your face again, oh well
 One thing I learnt about relationships, is most fail
 And I love you ain't nothing but another lie, we both tell
 On the road, spending time alone, trying let my soul heal
 No lie, mama I can see the look in your eyes
 And tell you're miss your son more with every day that goes by
 I try, to be who you depend on to provide
 But it's hard, 'cause lately I barely even making it by
 Still the same stupid nigga spending money I don't even have
 Roller swishing till that bitch dick it in and sleeping bag
 My bitch think I need a bag, no bitch I need a bag
 With a whole lotta racks in there
 Whole fam at my hometown show but my dad isn't
 Now it's headlining, fuck it I just kept grindin'
 I don't get mad, 'cause you don't see niggas upset shinin'
 Ain't gon' never catch me trippin' on it
 I know sometimes you gotta miss a moment
 Just to get a bigger moment
 But I been waiting on my moment forever
 I've always kept a solid heart
 And never let it fall apart
 But now it's hard for me to hold it together
 I'm doing better