Nothing Like I Was

I swear I'm nothing like I was
 I'm nothing like I was babe
 I been missing it when it was us
 Remembering when it was us babe
 Girl I know I broke your trust
 I won't ever break your trust babe
 I'm nothing like I was
 Can I get an update
 If you'd gave me the second chance
 that I know I definitely don't deserve
 I'll forever be in your debt as long as I'm on this earth
 At this point I'm surprised that I haven't gone berserk
 And I know one day I'll die and I'll end up on a shirt
 I just hope you hear this verse when I perform it first
 Before I end up overdosing off of 40 percs
 Before it really hurts, it just sort of hurts
 I really hate the nights, but the mornings worse
 I'm wishing I could breath the same air as you
 I wish that I could be who you compared me to
 And I wish I wasn't scared of you, but it's unbearable
 I'm nothing like I was
 I'm nothing like I was babe
 I been missing it when it was us
 Remembering when it was us babe
 Girl I know I broke your trust
 I won't ever break your trust babe
 I'm nothing like I was
 Can I get an update
 Remember when I gave you that second chance that you didn't deserve
 Every way that I did you was the way that you did me first
 It's the last time I fill my page with empty words
 I used to miss you bad, now I miss you worse
 But we completely different people when we hurt
 And even when you with me you still envy her
 I really thought we would eventually work
 But I ain't strong enough to lift the curse
 So I guess this is it, you was my everything
 Now I'm everything less
 The only reason I had left to exist
 So I'll exit with this
 I swear I'm nothing like I was
 I'm nothing like I was babe
 I been missing it when it was us
 Remembering when it was us babe
 Girl I know I broke your trust
 I won't ever break your trust babe
 I'm nothing like I was
 Can I get an update