Empty

What do I say?
 When the pressure's always building?
 When I feel I've hit my ceiling?
 Is this the end?
 Could we have changed?
 Or was this all set in motion
 From the first time we had spoken
 It's like this pain I feel is nothing
 I've lost faith, I'm in the middle
 Time to get it all out
 No doubt there's things that you want to say too
 I can feel it in a strange way
 So bitter in such a bright place
 Did I lose this or my way?
 Could I find hope again? I may
 But I may not
 You'd rather haunt my head than my heart
 I lost hope when I lost my place
 And I can't go back cause we know everything's changed
 And the starеs they give
 Like poison in my vеins
 And all these better moments come and then slowly fade away
 I'm begging, I'm begging
 Please, medicate me
 Help me fill the empty
 Space that's slowly building up inside my head
 All the noise, it's deafening
 False identity
 Trust this person that you see, isn't who I'm meant to be at all
 I'm a little bit unwell
 Always bite my tongue cause I can't tell
 If you are who you say you are
 I think I took it just a bit too far?
 Cause, I'm living unlike myself
 Eyes to the side, while I'm moving in silence
 Wrong word and you're dead to me, I got
 More trust in an enemy than you
 I'm begging, I'm begging
 Please, medicate me
 Help me fill the empty
 Space that's slowly building up inside my head
 All the noise, it's deafening
 False identity
 Trust this person that you see, isn't who I'm meant to be at all
 Meant to be at all
 It gets in the spaces in my head
 Loves to replay every word you said
 Sometimes suffering
 Feels so much better than nothing
 Please, medicate me
 Help me fill the empty
 Space that's slowly building up inside my head
 Please, medicate me
 Help me fill the empty
 Space that's slowly building up inside my head
 All the noise, it's deafening
 False identity
 Trust this person that you see, isn't who I'm meant to be at all
 ISN'T WHO I'M MEANT TO BE AT ALL