Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
 I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
 And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
 Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
 When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
 Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
 If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the make-up running down your face
 And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
 Like every single wish we ever made
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
 I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
 And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
 It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
 It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
 It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
 If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the make-up running down your face
 And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
 Like every single wish we ever made
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape
 If today I woke up with you right beside me
 Like all of this was just some twisted dream
 I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
 And you'd never slip away
 And you'd never hear me say
 I remember the day you told me you were leaving
 I remember the make-up running down your face
 And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
 Like every single wish we ever made
 I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
 And forget about the stupid little things
 Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
 And the memories I never can escape
 'Cause I'm not fine at all
 No, I'm really not fine at all
 Tell me this is just a dream
 'Cause I'm really not fine at all