Closure

I got four walls that surround my heavy soul
 You can't do this; you won't make it
 Yeah, I know
 Some days I wish I was dead
 Wander as a ghost instead
 Just to see if being there meant anything at all
 Would it hurt to think about me?
 Or would you not know?
 'Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
 Enough for you to see me
 And in the end, this is what I chose
 It's always the same thing
 Over and over
 Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
 This all ends
 And it's hopeless
 It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
 Steady sounds of pain are under every breath
 Little lies you can't accept
 'Cause I know you
 You bury the truth
 Lies from the start, 'cause there's nothing to lose
 And if ever had the chance I would never try again
 I mean nothing at all
 Would it hurt to think about me?
 Or would they not know?
 'Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
 Enough for you to see me
 And in the end, this is what I chose
 It's always the same thing
 Over and over
 Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
 This all ends
 And it's hopeless
 It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
 It sinks slow
 'Cause in the end all we have is our regret
 And I found you, when I had nothing left
 And I found you, found you
 It's always the same thing
 Over and over
 Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
 This all ends
 And it's hopeless
 It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
 This all ends
 And it's hopeless
 It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway