Not Your Type

I was not your type, but I could get pushed into that
 I could make this believable, like my natural habitat
 It only takes a few words to stick in your head:
 "Boys don't like girls who wear stuff like that."
 Nothing ever fits like it's supposed to
 Constant reminders, what the world didn't give to you
 Wallow in the person I never wanted to be
 Then femininity lost power over me
 I was not your type
 Is it envy or lust? I dunno. But some days drive it home
 That I'm not enough, when so many others fit the mold
 Is it who you'd like to be? Or the way she makes you feel?
 Should've seen the rings around my
 eyes, yeah I did that shit for years
 Wallow in the person I never wanted to be
 Then femininity lost power over me
 I was not your type
 Wallow in the person I never wanted to be
 Then femininity lost power over me
 I was not your type