What I Wished I Never Had

Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
 The one I wished I never had
 I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it
 If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
 I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near
 If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken
 But I haven't yet
 Letting go is how I can start to fight my way
 Out of this trench I've dug
 In this war against myself
 But I haven't yet, but I haven't yet
 Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
 The one I wished I never had
 I wish I never had this demon inside
 I wish I knew how to cast it out
 I wish I never had this demon inside
 I wish I knew how to cast it out
 But I fear it will never leave me
 But I fear it will never leave me
 I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it
 If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
 I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near
 If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken
 
 Letting go, just let it go
 I know, I know
 Letting go, just let it go
 I know, I know
 Letting go, just let it go
 I know, I know
 Letting go, just let it go
 I know
 I know I need to let go of everything that has
 Ever made me think of myself better
 I'm not better than anyone else
 Of anything that's filled me with anger
 That I have taken out on everyone else
 These demons will never leave me
 I can only find ways to not let them out
 These demons will never leave me
 But I control them
 Not the other way around