A War Inside

The devil on my shoulder tells me he's proud of me
 That it takes a real man to look out for himself and no one else
 I don't want to believe that
 But sometimes it's easier to just stay silent
 I wish I knew how to speak out
 I never had a problem with words
 But only when talking to someone else
 There's a war inside me that's all my own
 And I need to talk like a king to keep myself afloat
 But how much longer until everyone knows?
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 There's a war inside me that's all my own
 There's a war inside me that's all my own
 I should have started to take my own advice
 From the moment that I started giving it
 But I can only control what happens from here
 And if none of this had happened
 Then I couldn't have heard...
 The angel on my shoulder tells me he's proud of me
 That it takes a real man to live for everyone else before himself
 I know I believe it
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 And it'll never get easier
 But it will always be worth it
 There's a war inside me that's all my own
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 I'm still learning to speak out against myself
 And stay on the path I truly want to be on
 Though I've lost my way more times that I have wished
 My heart is constant and willing
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 I still believe that we were made for more
 That what I've been doing lately
 This end of depression will be the start of getting back what I have lost
 Because I had become conceited
 But I'm making it back to where I last left off
 And so I've shown you my heart
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 Will you restore me?