You Weren't Meant to See That

I was in the other room
 Just laying on the carpet
 Sinking like a summer moon
 Slipping through a tar pit
 You weren't meant to see that
 You weren't meant to see that
 Of course there's joy in the mundane
 Like hauling down the highway
 But then I swerved into the other lane and
 Flipped over the barricades
 You weren't meant to see that
 You weren't meant to see that
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 I watched the windows shatter
 As if it ever mattered
 And for once in my life I see things for what they are
 And not through the lens of profit and achievement
 It's nothing when you need it
 One of those fortune cookie proclamations
 That I could never swallow
 You weren't meant to see that
 All the shit I should hold back
 'Cause it's all in my head and I can see it through your swampy eyes
 That I won't always be the only one for you