Start This Over

I fell apart this winter
 Snow piled on the ground
 The hours start to splinter
 Now that you're not around
 And I go in circles
 Pacing through the dark
 Thinking, "How did it get to spending our nights apart?"
 Wish I could start this over
 Say the things I should have said
 I know, I feel like I'm a different person
 Than I was the day you left
 You used to pull me closer
 Spin up the silk cocoon
 Your head was on my shoulder
 Straight through the afternoon
 So, I run it backwards
 Right up to the start
 Thinking, "How did it get to junk on the curbside
 Spending our nights apart?"
 Wish I could start this over
 Say the things I should have said
 I know, I feel like I'm a different person
 Than I was the day you left
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 I feel the weight of all my mistakes
 But I learned too late
 Wish I could start this over
 Say the things I should have said
 I know, I feel like I'm a different person
 Than I was the day you left
 And I go in circles
 Pacing through the dark
 Thinking, "How did it get to an empty apartment
 Junk on the curbside
 Spending our nights apart?"