Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
 And practiced all the things I would say
 But she came over I lost my nerve
 I took her back and made her dessert
 Now I know I'm being used
 That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
 Now I know she's playing with me
 That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 We make plans to go out at night
 I wait 'til 2 then I turn out the light
 This rejection's got me so low
 If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 When she's saying, oh that she wants only me
 Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
 When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
 Then I wonder how much more I can spend
 Well I guess I should stick up for myself
 But I really think it's better this way
 The more you suffer
 The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah
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 Now I'll relay this little bit
 Happens more than I'd like to admit
 Late at night, she knocks on my door
 Drunk again and looking to score
 Now I know I should say no but
 It's kind of hard when she's ready to go
 I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb
 I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
 When she's saying, oh that she want's only me
 Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
 When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
 Then I wonder how much more I can spend
 Well I guess I should stick up for myself
 But I really think it's better this way
 The more you suffer
 The more it shows you really care
 Right?
 Yeah yeah yeah