Asleep on the Frontlines (Appliantz Remix)

we'll keep on talking this out
 but i've already made up your mind
 i've been trying to gnaw through my tongue
 to stop from confessing my crimes
 and these conversations are wearing me down
 what did my patience prove
 if it's just another bed of nails
 always the silent treatment
 always the easy way out alive
 if there's no further questions i'll be on my way home
 and it's just another sharp pain
 and it doesn't hurt like it used to
 when i was a desperate man
 when i still believed in the meaning of the word
 you tried to warn me
 you and your consequences
 if i
 am outnumbered
 if i
 am defenseless
 if i come here unarmed
 in the middle of the night on my own
 standing on the front lines i will die
 if you invite me down
 if it'll please the crowd
 i only go through this for your amusement
 but it doesn't hurt like should when you're throwing your stones around
 now i'm alone
 trying to sleep it off
 but it's hard not to shake at the sound of it breaking
 when you're living in a house of mirrors reflecting all of my failure
 i will concede to my replacement
 congratulations
 it's over and over again
 i was in for the long run when you cut me down
 another sharp pain
 a servant to your throne
 always the silent treatment
 always the stubborn child
 i kept my mouth shut tight
 always the one that got away
 always the silent treatment
 i only have myself to blame
 always the silent treatment
 always the bed of nails
 i only have myself to blame
 i only have myself to blame