Walking Through The Rain

Life beautiful
 Life-
 Life-
 I've been watching you
 My grandma died a couple days ago, this shit's been on my mind
 Life is beautiful until the people all around you die
 Now you're tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right
 My grandfather died two weeks ago, they told me he be fine
 I couldn't see her for the final time, her funeral's tonight
 I hope that woman knows I love her and I'll keep her soul alive
 I've been out my head so long, I'm tryna find some peace of mind
 But when people die, it gets hard to еven realign
 Crazy, isn't it? We losе people then appreciate we living
 That's the shit that makes you sit back and then realize life is twisted
 120 people die inside this life in a minute
 I was told appreciate the ones around me and I didn't
 Now their bodies' in a coffin and it's where they're always sitting
 I don't even know what I would say if to they graves I visit
 I'd apologize for everything I ever did and didn't
 With my arms around their tombstones, I would tell 'em that I miss 'em
 Life beautiful
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 Life beautiful
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 I've been watching you (yeah)
 Everyone inside my life that loved me, I just pushed away
 That's the reason I got stuck inside my ways and never changed
 We tend to only miss the sun when walking through the rain
 Mac is always calling me, telling me I'll see better days
 I go manic and I panic asking if I'll ever change
 He was fucking with me when my distro checks were only change
 He's my brother but he's like a father to me in the strangest ways
 The only one inside my life that's help me find a way
 My house is looking haunted 'cause these walls is what I talk to
 Everyone around me always dies or they want to
 It sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you
 But I don't need sympathy for the shit that I've gone through
 Any situation presented, I've always fought through
 Me, myself, and I sometimes is all I got dude
 Keep going, life is beautiful, you'll see it soon, you got to
 Appreciate the ones around you 'cause we'll all be gone soon
 Life beautiful
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 Life beautiful
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 I've been watching you