Broken Trust

Girl, how will I love you? I can't love myself
 Each day I wake, I wish I'm someone else
 Girl, how will I love you? I can't love myself
 Each day I wake, I wish I'm someone else
 Uh, I swear these days I can't even hold conversations
 Gave you my trust, when everyone said you'd break it
 I got lost in the sadness, in ways of hatred
 Now I'm battling myself and I don't know if I'ma make it
 Weight of the world on my back, but I'm still standing
 We never seem to see the things we take for granted
 Since 6, I was wishing I was on a different planet
 We say were depressed, they say we don't understand it
 Funny 'cause I've known I was different for a while
 Especially when they tell us the norm' is to go and smile
 I bet you that your angriest is me just being mild
 What's a beast to society was something that's just wild
 And what's someone my age these days besides a fucking child
 My confidence just left my chest to single fucking file
 I'm screaming at the mirror with my blood all on the tile
 When we're at our lowest, we forget that death is final
 Most of us, but these days it's like I don't
 You'll be dead too, keep copying your idols
 The shit I spit isn't some meaningless recital
 It's the truth, then I'll spit it 'til the day that I slit my throat
 Circles growing smaller, I'm starting to see the signs
 I got no regrets for those I had to leave behind
 They held their hand out while the other had a knife
 You can only get stabbed by the people right by your side
 I wake up roll another blunt, and smoke it 'til the roach is done
 Hoping that this dope fills my lungs, so I don't go feel the gun
 Yeah, they think we kill ourselves for fun
 Keep laughing 'cause I'm fucking done
 Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
 Each day I wake, I wish I'm someone else
 Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
 Each day I wake, I wish I'm someone else