Walk Away

I think you broke my heart again
 Please don't leave me, take my hand
 Drowning inside these walls of fear
 Take my hand and stay with me my dear
 Yo I watch you walk away cause I didn't think you'd leave
 I thought that you knew that you meant everything to me
 I know we get mad and we yell and blow steam
 But now you're gone I only see you in my dreams
 Don't know what to do cause lately I've been lacking passion
 Self inflicted pain, just to cause a damn reaction
 Telling people not to cut, I'm lying to the masses
 Cause I've been in my room with the blade fucking laughing
 Now I love the pain, it's evolved to an addiction
 Only time my head is straight is off the prescriptions
 But the voices in my head tell me keep resisting
 So I shed the tears and stare into the distance
 Don't know what I'm looking for, but now I know it's hope
 And I'm not gonna find that from these pills or the dope
 Burned in my emotions with each breath of the smoke
 I know that this time, I'll find a better way to cope
 I think you broke my heart again
 Please don't leave and take my hand
 I gave you every part of me everything I had
 You embrace the good and you tone on the bad
 Said that we'd be fine and that you'd always have my back
 But now you're gone, I'm alone feeling like trash
 I'm the love ship sinker, dumb kid singer
 Tuff boy demeanor, I'm the stupid over thinker
 I've been tryna solve my problems with the hit of a blunt
 I won't lie, I ain't been sober in months
 I just smoke when I feel like, no one gives a fuck
 Or when I'm in the dump, just wishing to give it up
 That's every single day, these drugs are now apart of me
 I'm a painter who's confused and lacking artistry
 I think you broke my heart again
 Please don't leave and take my hand