Midnight Thoughts

Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend to know what goes on
 Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend to know what goes on
 Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend to know what goes on
 Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend to know what goes on
 Yo, I throw on a façade and then act like I'm alright
 Say I'll go to sleep, but then I stay up all night
 And honestly, I think that there's something very wrong with me
 Writing down these lines, but they just do not seem like songs to me
 I usually spend the night locked inside my head
 Thoughts about my ex and the days that I will be dead
 Mood is suicidal, this is just me in denial
 Burn my feelings in a pile, I can't find the strength to smile
 Say they tired of the sad shit, sorry that it's how I feel
 Ain't nobody bumps my shit, I'm sorry that I lack appeal
 I just wanna cruise around, kick it with the top down
 Taller than these fools but they still wanna talk down
 Like what did I do to spite you? Don't wanna fight you
 Chillin' in the darkness, I'm just tryna spread some light dude
 And lately, I have noticed that they hate everything I do
 I don't see the point to life, so I spark up like Raichu
 And honestly, I'm sorry if I ever caused you pain
 But it will be erased with a bullet to the brain
 Slit my wrists with the razor that I used to sever ties
 I hate when girls I love move on to the better guys
 I'm tired of missing people that will never miss me
 See the pain inside my eyes and every time it gets me
 And I know I'm not good enough for anyone to love me
 I'm really not that funny and most people think I'm ugly
 I'm sorry that I'm not enough, sorry that I'm not that tough
 I know my body's not that buff, but maybe I can still find love
 And Cupid's just another demon sent to haunt me
 Say I wanna move on but then old feelings stop me
 I'm sorry, I'm sorry
 Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend to know what goes on
 Let's put our parents clothes on and pretend