Chaos

These desires will blind you
 And that's the start of the end
 I'm just trying to remind you
 I won't take part of pretend
 Now, I see evil inside you
 And wicked thoughts in my head
 I want this light without darkness
 What is life without sin
 What is peace without chaos?
 And lately what planet's god been on?
 Why am I now constantly getting shit on?
 Everything's changed, now it feels like a spin off
 I guess it's my problem for caring too much
 The Universe gave me more love
 Than regulator people can dare bare to touch
 But that's the reason that everything fucked
 There's a knife in my back and I can't lay down
 So, when I die place my face to the ground
 Full disrespect my self-hatred is now
 The only thing I have been thinkin' about
 I've been solvin' my problem with drugs and some sex
 A fifth and a zip got me feelin' correct
 I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend
 But deaths in depths of my head
 (Deaths in depths of my head)
 These desires will blind you
 And that's the start of the end
 I'm just trying to remind you
 I won't take part of pretend
 I don't sleep, I'll just rest when I'm dead
 I don't forgive and I never forget
 Used to sleep where my clothes would be kept
 Used to sleep in the rain with no roof on my head
 I've got drugs, I got pain and regrets
 Life's got me failin' the test
 What can you give when you've given your best?
 One hundred percent nothin' less
 Might as well rip my heart outta my chest
 And leave me for dead
 Last year alone I had 20 attempts
 Had 20 doctors say I need the meds
 Had 20 therapists mess with my head
 Popped ten beans and then ran outta' breath
 Saw the light but had no hand to guide me
 I stumbled right through hell blindly
 Fell back to earth, but I'm fine see
 If you wanna die quick then go be just like me, yeah
 These desires will blind you
 And that's the start of the end
 I'm just trying to remind you
 I won't take part of pretend