What Now?

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
 I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
 The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
 That's something missing
 Whatever it is,
 it feels like it's laughing at me
 through the glass of a two-sided mirror
 Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
 What now? Ohhhh what now?
 I found the one he changed my life
 But was it me that changed
 And he just happened to come at the right time
 I'm supposed to be in love
 But I'm not mugging
 Whatever it is,
 it feels like it's laughing at me
 through the glass of a two-sided mirror
 Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
 What now? Please tell me
 What now?
 There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
 The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
 'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
 I cant even get the emotions to come out
 Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
 What now? Somebody tell me
 What now?
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know ow ow why
 So what now?