Something, in General

Can someone tell me why I'm still in the same place I've been
 I don't get as much out as I think I put in
 There's no promise I've heard that a life can't outlive
 That's not for me to say but please tell me what is
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 I don't care to mean anything to someone
 I just want to mean something in general
 There are memories that I have of days done
 One thing I've noticed is that they always seem better than today
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 I'm sure there's a psychological explanation
 But there's no vacation
 For a mind with low tendency for creation
 And I tend to avoid any situation
 That requires any level of sophistication
 I know my heart is not physically breaking
 I'll wake up tomorrow intrinsically fading
 I haven't been incredibly social as of late
 And I think that that's okay
 But my left brain it's gonna kill me
 And I know my songs will still be
 Here at the end of the day
 Those who still believe in fate
 Should listen to me intently
 I don't care to mean anything to someone (anything to someone)
 I just want to mean something in general
 There have been memories of days that have since come undone
 One thing I've noticed is they were more fun than today
 I don't wanna see today
 I don't really wanna play
 There's no reason to stay
 There's no reason to stay