I'm Sorry

Its cold here in the city
 Always seems that way
 I've been thinking about you almost everyday
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 Thinking about the good times
 Thinking about the bad
 Thinking about how bad it feels all alone again
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 I'm sorry for the ways things are in China
 I'm sorry things aren't what they used to be
 But more than anything else
 I'm sorry for myself
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 That you're not here with me
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 My friends all ask about you
 I say you're doing fine
 I expect to hear from you almost any time
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 They all know I'm lying
 I can't sleep at night
 They all know I'm dying deep down inside
 I'm sorry for all the lies I told you
 I'm sorry for the things I didn't say
 
 But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself
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 I can't believe you went away
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 I'm sorry if I took some things for granted
 I'm sorry for the chains I put on you
 
 But more than anything else
 I'm sorry for myself for living without you