Slipping

Yo, I've been through like
 Hell and back
 And I'm still standing
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up Yo
 Uh They liked
 The old me, to be honest
 Before Pocahontas
 And before the broken promise
 Before I was the calmest
 Fore the future was shown
 Now I feel at home
 Locked outside my comfort zone, yo
 They see where Im at
 And their aiming stones
 But nobody wants to play with me
 In this game of thrones
 Changing their tones
 I rather be left alone
 I've broke some many rules
 I have no problem breaking bones, uh
 I once heard that time was a great healer
 And with all of my success
 I'm still reminded of my failures
 Being doubted feels familiar
 I still fog a mirror
 And things makes you stronger
 If it didn't succeed to kill ya
 Thorn rose
 Lord knows
 Look but don't touch
 That's just how the saying goes
 And I don't have a problem
 With having a problem
 Except when having problems
 Having trouble trying to solve em
 Look, everything that glitters ain't gold
 And even if it glitters
 after a while gets old
 I had the Devil on my shoulder
 Whispering in my ear
 Physically I was present
 But mentally I wasn't there
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up Yo
 See I've been dealing with my demons
 At odds making it even
 Trying to figure out the meaning
 What I really do believe in
 See I'm a heathen
 Don't believe in a thing
 Because what I believe in
 Disappears and it stings
 Looking down at my ring
 With my face in the reflection
 Dying from depression
 I think I have learned my lesson
 Head full of questions
 That I don't have the answers to
 Thinking to myself
 Yo who you got to answer to?
 Not soul, you live and you learn
 When you play with that fire
 Sometimes you're going to get burned
 Ain't really concerned
 With all the casualties of war
 Cause i'm still standing here
 That's something i can't ignore
 I never been here before
 The feeling is unfamiliar
 Dying inside, the guilt will defiantly kill ya
 Yeah and I just want it to be over
 Pushing you away, when i really need you closer
 Uh, and I don't care who don't like me
 Still got to raise Parris
 Still got to raise Tykie
 Still got to live life
 Still sticking to my plans
 Still working on myself
 If you still don't understand
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 Can't get up
 Ayo I'm slipping
 Falling
 I gots to get up
 Get back on my feet
 So i can tear shit up Yo