Resentful

Why you say that
 Aw don't say that
 I can't be you know that
 Uh, I know my right from my wrong
 I know the good from the bad
 That's why my nights are long
 When writing these songs
 It helps me digest the bitter pill
 Can't sit still
 Cause My nerves never will, uh
 I've survived the flames
 I've endured the pain
 People dragging names
 Yeah I'll never be the same
 Feeling ashamed
 hiding In my civil war
 I think I need time
 Maybe just a little more, uh
 Nothing sometimes is too eventful
 I need time alone
 Sometimes Quinn is essential
 All these drunken nights
 Fist fights
 I feel resentful
 Sometimes I wish I could pull myself together
 And assemble
 I swear to God yo
 We will never rekindle
 Even if I'm burnt out
 I got to do this for my mental (For myself)
 I cut communication
 Once you sent them mixed signals
 And stopped searching for a sign
 When it became clear as crystal
 I think sometimes
 I'm too resentful and
 I just don't know what to do, yeah
 I think sometimes
 I'm too resentful and
 I just don't know what to do
 And when I look back at it all
 I was backed into the corner
 With my back to the wall
 They use to look up to me
 Now waiting on my downfall (Fall)
 I was one call away
 Now I'm ignoring them calls, uh (Them calls)
 And behavior is unbearable
 That's one of the main reasons why
 I'm no longer available
 I feel like I wasted too much time
 Too material
 If I ever make it out
 I swear it'll be a miracle
 But I think that I'm my own biggest enemy
 I don't want to face myself
 I don't have the energy
 You ain't got to feel bad
 Cause I ain't never
 Had the empathy
 But my souls so cold
 And my hearts black like ebony
 Some days I don't want to communicate
 Some days I don't want my problems to accumulate
 Some days I want to get away and just rejuvenate
 Some days I want to get high and just hallucinate
 Round around, round we go
 Around around around we go
 Around around around we go
 Around around around we go
 I think sometimes
 I'm too resentful and
 I just don't know what to do, yeah
 I think sometimes
 I'm too resentful and
 I just don't know what to do
 And that's just how I do things
 I'm just a stubborn Taurus
 With a bad case of mood swings
 No longer holding on
 I let go of like a few things
 My stomach was in knots
 I untie it like some shoestrings
 And being followed by a black cloud
 It's hard to get ahead
 When disappearing in the background
 I always been a fighter
 Never been the one to back down
 So ima keep fighting
 To the end of the last round
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 Ya ya yo Yeah
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 Ya ya ya Yo (Thanks for the inspiration)
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 Ya ya ya Jo Yeah
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