Uh, I've painting with the colors of the wind
I Took so many L's
Cause I don't know how to win
Where to begin?
I'll say Indian Summer
Word to my Mother
I tried to stay away from her
Say what you want, this isn't out on a limb
I've been taken through trouble waters
Cause my foes couldn't swim
So I watch them all drown
As their lights grow dim
So many people are dead to me
Why is this life so grim?
Uh, I'm not sociable
I'm Unapproachable
They say I'm too emotional
Damn it's that noticeable?
In Red October, I sold my Soul in Seoul
I had to buy it back
I felt I was losing control, yeah
Even though I haven't been acting right
The Medium told my mother
Teddy's rooting from the afterlife
When Rose called me
I cried for like 20 minutes, damn
And then I dried my eyes, and carried on, I had to finish, Yo
I'd never throw a stone, And hide my hand
If I got caught, red handed
Then I'd face em, head on like man, Yo
There's consequences, yeah I understand
And all the bad things they're wishing on me was part of God's plan, Word
Heading in the wrong direction
I had to switch paths
I found myself dealing with black magic and witchcraft, yeah
Some obstacles I had to get passed
And leave it all behind, in the past. quick fast
Recovery took longer than expected
I had time to remembered all the people that i neglected, uh yeah
All the People I disrespected
If we had a strong connection
I'm sorry I disconnected yo
I feel like I'm the only guy in here
That survived the Lion's Den
And walked out with a Lion's Share
I'm the villain yo, and I don't care
You'll never meet another like me
Because baby I am rare
Yeah
Forgive me father for i have sinned
Its been 17 years since my last confession
33 Years since the immaculate conception
And about a year from this passive aggression
Indian Summer
Yo, I came In like a Lion, out like a lamb
7 Tears in my knee
I was the sacrificial Ram, word
What to believe?
We played it off as a hoax
And that's what's separates all the sheep from the goats, Look
I can be fake, or i can be real
I had to Circle the wagon, on the Oregon trail
I haven't heard from her since
I guess its not a big deal, yo
Either that or its on a way bigger scale
Now its Too Bad, for the Bad Guy
I don't care, I got a Bad Vibe
Too much fun, during a Bad Time
I had mad love, now there's Bad Blood
Good riddance, she was Bad News
Bad Luck, I'm in a Bad Mood
Somethings were just extreme
I ain't woke from this Bad Dream
More drinking ain't no joke
More thinking there is no hope
More sinking when you can't cope
Cloudy piss, more smoke
I got my self in, ill get myself out
This is my mess, no one helped out
No helping hand, no cry for help
I can't help but, blaming my damn self, uh