Still Right Here

Lately I've been thinking,
 Throw it all away,
 It's the voice I hold onto,
 Spilling all my pieces,
 Feeling this control,
 Bleeding all the things that slipped away
 So tired
 Of living like this again
 It cycles round and round again
 All my escapes that left me broken
 Leads me here again
 For all the words I've spoken
 And the ones who've led me there
 Because I still feel something
 Burning me, rising, the wanting that's in here
 So with my broken meanings
 I find there's still life left somewhere
 So take your miracle placebos
 And know that I am still right here
 Another comes your way
 Controlled by their mistakes
 Make pasts disappear with just pills and some words
 Don't ask, follow
 Don't ask, follow
 Don't ask, follow with just pills and some words
 Given up
 On logic to pull me through
 It all comes down to what you choose
 No matter what I've seen or been,
 Tell me,
 Will this ever end?
 For all the words I've spoken
 And the ones who've led me there
 Because I still feel something
 Burning me, rising, the wanting that's in here
 So with my broken meanings
 I find there's still life left somewhere
 So take your miracle placebos
 And know that I am still right here