Picking At The Scab

If I could start this again
 One more chance to keep myself from slipping
 From the beginning to the end
 Would I face the things that I've stopped feeling?
 Tearing at my mind
 Still can't find release
 Fuck this sore inside my head
 Wishing I was dead
 So rip the bandage off
 And see what's underneath
 Picking at the scab
 Giving me some relief
 If I could start this again
 One more chance to keep myself from slipping
 From the beginning to the end
 Would I face the things that I've stopped feeling?
 Tearing at my mind
 Still can't find release
 Fuck this sore inside my head
 Wishing I was dead
 So rip the bandage off
 And see what's underneath
 Picking at the scab
 Giving me some relief
 Here lies heaven
 Here lies hell
 Both in me
 In between hope and reason
 Incomplete
 But I still can't find relief
 So rip the bandage off
 And see what's underneath
 Picking at the scab
 Giving me some relief