Silent Killer

Watch the unfolding
 This growing grey inside
 Creeping slowly,
 Silent killer
 Of all the real things that I hide
 Such a perfect betrayal,
 The one within
 I'm shattered, scattered,
 And words don't matter
 Without a fight I've given in
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 Crush this denial, it's all coming clear
 Crush this self-loathing that cages me here
 Crush all the holes that can never be filled
 Fuck self-destruction and fuck useless guilt
 Through the empty,
 Breathing steady,
 Shed my skin,
 I'm stripped away
 Flood my senses,
 Found my pieces,
 Give it all to stay this way
 Feel the silent killer wash away
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 Didn't know the possible
 To rebegin
 I spent so long waiting for an answer
 That was already there
 Didn't know the actual
 Who I really am
 I looked so far, thought life was out there
 But I forgot how to live
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 Through the empty,
 Breathing steady,
 Shed my skin,
 I'm stripped away
 Flood my sense,
 Found my pieces,
 Give it all to stay this way
 Feel the silent killer wash away
 
 Ripped out
 Stripped out
 Burned out
 Crushed out
 Feel the silent killer wash away