She Didn't Want

She was surrounded by a warm glow
 She felt calm and relaxed
 For a change
 It all started to seem so funny to her
 So meaningless, so beautiful
 For a change
 She didn't want to kill
 She didn't want to die
 She didn't want to live
 She didn't want to lie
 All hunger was gone
 All desire
 She didn't care what was on the television today
 She didn't want to know
 And she didnt want not to know
 She didn't want
 (For a change)
 She didn't want to suffer
 She didn't want to bleed
 She didn't want to masturbate
 She didn't want to need
 The universe was singing to her
 She was singing
 The universe was breathing to her
 She was breathing
 The universe was crying to her
 She was crying
 She was feeling it all
 And it was so much for her
 Almost too much for her
 She passes out
 She wakes up years later
 No time has passed
 Nothing has changed
 No news is good news
 She says