Nihility

Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind
 How do I make this life my own?
 Searching endlessly to find my purpose
 Here without reason, what has become of me?
 There must be something to make this real
 I am so hollow
 What must I do to find my reason to exist?
 Left in the unknown
 What gives me my purpose? Help me find my way
 I'm so hollow
 Lost as I walk the shadows
 Alone
 Please shed light on my meaning
 I am nihility
 (Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind)
 (How do I make this life my own?)
 (Every attempt to make change is blocked by my own mind)
 (How do I make this life my own?)
 I am so hollow
 What must I do to find my reason to exist?
 Left in the unknown
 What gives me my purpose, help me find my way
 My head
 On repeat
 Nihility
 It does not stop