Tainted

Like a puff of smoke, eve had disapeared
 i search desperately for her calling her name
 till my voice could no longer
 Heavy rain sounds in the quiet darkness
 the drops grow salty merging with my tears
 inner peace has abandoned me
 washed away in the swell of my loss
 Beauty
 happiness
 freedom
 purity
 it's all gone
 i may as well be dead
 Returning to my home
 blackness has entered my heart
 the opium boiled, the pain will reside
 i'll return to my empty shell
 The elixir was complete
 i ignite my match
 and place the flame against the pipe
 A deep breath
 waves of euphoria caress
 crawl beneath my skin
 With each pull i step deeper
 the shadows receded farther and farther
 i open my eyes to see her smile
 smile!
 Sitting in my lap, her arms snaked around my waist
 her words painted a picture of a surreal place
 where we could one day live and be at peace
 She placed her hands on mine as she spoke
 still clutching the pipe, her curiosity grew
 her eyes lit up and turned to mine
 Looking to explain, to show her my world
 the weight of the moment
 Could have crushed every bone in my body
 the time had come
 my moment
 her moment
 my deluded state whispered to me
 everything will be fine
 but does she even know of sin
 i will be the one to taint her innocence
 I will be the one
 i will be the one to taint her