A Death Stalking Addiction

War Is painted across the nights sky
 the first shells pierce through its canvas
 and explode coloring it pale and golden
 I hear The cold sirens screaming loudly with words of doom
 as the police emerge in a platoon
 Here I stand in these desolate streets
 I've chosen my fate and it is not today
 Smashing a nearby window, I reach my hand inside and enter
 People hiding for their lives
 I cannot fight this urge no more
 I need to make this reality disappear at once
 Like the ashes that cover these streets,
 my soul is black and death always follows me
 In the corner of my eye, the register stares back at me
 The world has turned to shit and I cant take it anymore
 The heroin keeps me sane
 Inject it into my veins!
 I feel the world go black as all my pain to go away
 Is this it?
 Is this all life has to offer?
 Death?
 Shells rain upon dismantle this city's structure
 We can barley recognize it any longer.
 The Imminent flashes capture my admiration
 Who could blame them?
 Kill us all!
 Our parasitic existence is condemned.
 It benefits my living
 A struggle to survive
 but with in this calamity I strive
 I await the taste of its warmth in my blood
 The temptation grows
 It's all too clear as sobriety approaches.
 I lust from the needle to pierce my veins!
 Pierce through my veins, my love...
 Depression is my old friend,
 He stays by my side dragging me to the ground.
 We travel to the vile snake, the serpent Alabastor
 Emerging through the rubble, the Serpents den
 He hisses words that sooth my bones,
 Constricted holding me tightly with a beautiful touch
 Soon the world will fade away and i with it
 if only for a second, it would be a second less on this earth.
 I cannot fight this urge no more
 I need to make this reality disappear at once
 The exchange of words and goods
 My wealth in the mirror reflects as the poor.
 Dependent on his soul of filth
 His tail wrapped around me at his will
 I never thought id end up so ill and frail
 ("I will make you disappear forever, everyday a little bit of you will stay with me")
 "ill digest your memories, your thoughts, your passions,
 until nothing but an empty shell of a man
 blows in the winds of regret"
 Regret!
 "I will make you disappear forever"